IrenicEmbers

...So, I've come to the conclusion that I've got nothing else to say. I've gone through periods like this before where I'm left speechless with what's going on in my life and to protect the innocent, have decided the best thing to say is nothing.

There's no drama this time ... just a lot of introspection. I spent months looking for a job and now that I have one, I don't want it. Imagine that.

Nick and I are doing some talking too, not fighting thankfully enough. Just talking and trying to decide what we want (translation: what I want) out of our relationship.

The thing with Maggie (best friend) is breaking me apart and I need to get over my anger about not being there for her and calling and trying to be supportive as much as possible.

And, while I never started doing this for the daily visitors (total of about 5 per day), I realized that I'm better off writing in my journal when I'm the only reader. I never did need an audience for anything and the feedback that I get from my minor postings ... well... nevermind.

Also, I cannot spend most of the commute thinking up witty entries (about the lyrics behind 70s music) and never write about them. I mainly think about those things to keep myself awake during the commute anyway.

So, that's it for now. I'll still visit your sites and comment and enjoy what you have to say. I'm just rendered speechless by my own life right now. :-)