IrenicEmbers

I hope ya'll enjoyed your 4th of July. Mine was uneventful, we went to a BBQ and watched kids try not to set their fingers aflame. I held a seven month old for most of the afternoon and the evening. I held him as he fell asleep and soothed him when the loud blasting went off.

My very drunk boyfriend saw me walking with the baby and rocking him and singing to him to sleep, cocks his head, and said ..."Aww, you look so cute with a child in your arms." And then proceeded to look sad about it.

I think it was the alcohol.

But, I had my annual and the Dr. basically said that I need to decide if I want babies or not. My option would be surgery to remove the offending bits that are causing me so much pain ... because after all, there are too many people in the world and the world doesn't need a "mini-me" walking around.

Regarding the 4th though, I really wish I had brought my camera along. There were some pretty cool shots that I'd wish I had gotten. Maybe next year.