Truths
Nick has often said to me, and I never really believed him, that when things were going well in his personal life that his work sucked and when things were going great at work, his personal life sucked. It appears that this has been the pattern he's noticed all his adult life.
Until I saw it in action, I was skeptical, because it's not like the universe is out to get him, why else would it *always* work like this.
Things are great between us, this thing ... this huge thing in my life that has occurred has brought us closer, the trip to NY awakened me in so many ways ... and it showed me how much I truly miss him and love him. But, when I came back, his work life started to unravel.
My poor guy is going through a very rough patch and I wish I could just wave a magic wand. Instead, I can just be by his side and do the best that I can to make home life easier. That means being suzy homemaker again. Which I do enjoy, even though it cuts into my Warcraft play time.
Last night, to de-stress, we went to a Mariner's game with friends Liz & Joe and it was fun. But the Mariner's lost. I've got pics to post which I need to do soon.